Discover the story of the song > Draft 001 – 9Tails

The lyrics talk about a December Christmas party from last year and how the New Year was better than the previous one. The protagonist mentions that she may forget something that her partner said right now, but it will come back to her later. She hasn't eaten or slept in three days and is not concerned about food at the moment. Her friends tell her that everything will be okay, but her brain tells her to look back at her past. She compares her current situation to when she was messed up, and feels better now. She admits that she has some problems that she needs to sort out. Despite rapping for a living, she still finds it challenging to find time to live her own life. She feels a heavy feeling inside her and spends a lot of time showering. She is grateful for the love and support she receives despite her faults, and is happy that her soul feels close again. Overall, the lyrics describe the protagonist's struggle with her personal and professional life, but she finds comfort in the love and support she receives.