Discover the story of the song > The Nephilim – Afi

In this song, the protagonist is feeling both sadness and happiness. They talk about drinking and smoking, but it's not clear what exactly they are drinking and smoking. They also talk about a "smile injection," which could mean they are trying to feel happy or fake a smile. The chorus talks about how the seasons are changing, but the protagonist feels like they are not changing with them. They feel like they are stuck in the shadows, but they also feel a spirit song that surrounds them. The bridge talks about the protagonist wanting to reach the sky like an angel with broken wings and find their place on high, even though they feel like they are meant for better things. Overall, the song seems to be about feeling stuck and wanting to find their place in the world.