The protagonist is reminiscing about a past relationship that has not changed over time. They continue to think about their partner every night and feel like they cannot live while waiting for them. The protagonist wants to express their feelings and does not want to miss out on this moment. They reassure their partner that not everything is in vain and they always want to tell them the same story because they know who loses first. The protagonist does not regret anything with their partner as they essentially live and revive with them. They are their victory and their failure, and they are both the good and bad in their life. The protagonist is always there, ready to give their life and longing for their partner day and night. They want to take their partner with them forever, to nowhere and to infinity. The protagonist is like a soldier who is always hurt in this ongoing war, but they cannot explain this feeling and cannot get used to it. They want to get lost in their partner's labyrinth and be their slave, willing to die with them. They try, but they can't forget their partner, and they don't want to lie or leave. The protagonist wants their partner to remember that they give their life to them, they miss them at night and want them during the day. They want to change their partner's life and steal their own. Their partner is the remedy to all their sorrows, their fantasy, and their sweet punishment. The protagonist is always there, ready to give their life and longing for their partner day and night.