Discover the story of the song > Saboteo – Alaina Castillo

The protagonist is being asked about how she's doing without her partner and she lies, saying that she's not hurting. She admits that her partner made her happy, but secretly she enjoyed the pain of their relationship. When she feels a certain way, it feels so real to her, especially when she's crying at 2 a.m. She wants to take back everything and have one more chance with her partner. Even though he has moved on and is kissing someone else, the protagonist still feels like she belongs to him. She blames her partner for intoxicating her and now she's sabotaging herself. She pretends that she still has her partner with her all the time and wishes she could go back in time to stop herself from falling for him. She knows she's the one suffering and she will restart again. In the end, she admits that she's the one sabotaging herself and not her partner.