Discover the story of the song > Sickman – Alice In Chains

The protagonist of the song is feeling lost and disconnected from the world. He feels like he is just a small fly amongst many others, and he wishes he could die quickly to escape his pain. He feels like a sick person, someone who is dirty and diseased on the inside. He can see that the end is near, and he won't stop trying to clear his mind until he feels better. He questions the difference between life and death in this sick world of his. He wonders if his friend can see the end and wants his friend to choke on his pain so he can release it. He feels worn out and sad, and he is ready to let things go. He knows he can't control his thoughts, and they are his biggest fear. In this sick world, he feels like dying is the same as living. The song ends with him singing about the difference between life and death again.