Discover the story of the song > Exist – rainzzz

The lyrics are about a protagonist who feels like they don't truly exist, like a ghost drifting through life without a soul. They wear different faces around different people, and feel sad all the time, waiting for their death. They're emotionless, keep their feelings to themselves, and people treat them like they're not even real. They feel like they're fighting a battle that can't be won and have succumbed to addictions, feeling finished and full of shame. Ultimately, they don't want to live anymore.