Discover the story of the song > Back Door – Clan of Xymox

The protagonist feels lost and stuck in the past, unable to move on. They see a shadow of their partner and feel overwhelmed by their emotions. They feel trapped by their desires and memories and can't escape them. They express their tiredness of constantly going through these emotions, but still want to keep their partner close, even though it makes them cry. The song ends with an instrumental outro.