Discover the story of the song > I Won’t Wait – Spector

The protagonist has a theory that they don't want their partner to come near them because they don't really like them. They have tried to resent their partner but can't argue against them. Despite all this, the protagonist won't wait for their partner and they are the only person the protagonist doesn't hate. The protagonist's partner's words still affect them and they continue to scroll through unkept promises. The protagonist wonders why their relationship is expensive when they feel like they don't offer much. They want their partner to scatter their ashes and post a tasteless eulogy if anything happens to them.