Discover the story of the song > DemiRep – Bikini

In these lyrics, the protagonist is feeling sorry for themselves and apologizes for not always being happy. They talk about pretending to be someone they're not and mention that their romantic partner collects trust funds while they themselves are willing to be a whore. They emphasize that their partner doesn't understand what it's like to be alive. The protagonist also mentions that they could speak the truth but their partner's actions have left scars on their thighs. The lyrics end with the protagonist and their partner having a conversation about others laughing at them, but the protagonist says they're still having fun. Basically, the protagonist is expressing their dissatisfaction with their current situation and the disconnect between themselves and their partner.