Discover the story of the song > If I Need I Take – Sideshow

The protagonist of the song used to feel worthless and engaged in criminal activities, but they have now found a sense of purpose. They miss their brother who has passed away, and they're driven to make money quickly due to the number of their friends who are either incarcerated or dead. The protagonist is proud of their accomplishments and enjoys indulging in marijuana and romantic relationships. They also express a desire to provide for their mother and distance themselves from any potential conflicts.