The protagonist is reflecting on his past relationships and how he has been deceived by people who pretended to be his friends. He acknowledges that he might have made mistakes and asks for help to understand things better. He confesses that he lost touch with reality and got caught up with other women just to experiment. He mentions that he gets intoxicated with thoughts and then wakes up sober, feeling like he needs to go home. He admits to having insecurities and thoughts about other women. He messed up a good relationship and knows it's not his partner's fault. He reflects on his past actions and regrets not valuing love and making poor choices. He mentions traveling and getting money at a young age. He now carries weapons to protect himself. He confesses to not really loving his partner but not hating her either. He then talks about taking drugs and not feeling anything. He mentions wanting to be close to his partner and knocking on her walls like a neighbor. He mentions getting shot at but not getting hit. He talks about his expensive cars and how his enemies can't touch him. He then switches to the chorus, where he talks about being real with fake people and having expensive jewelry. He says he has the power and asks for help again. He admits to losing touch with reality and says that you can't buy love. He wakes up sober again and acknowledges that he needs help.