The protagonist wakes up to a lot of missed calls and realizes that he has probably upset a lot of people. He feels frustrated and hates his phone because of it. He is in the studio working on music and thinks about how his partner says she is hungry, but he has been there too and knows what it's like to struggle for food. He knows that some people just want to be around him because he has money. He has heard rumors that some guys are trying to start trouble with him, so he had to take a pill to focus and be ready. He has noticed that a lot of other rappers are copying his style, so he had to change it up. He buys expensive diamonds and wears a hoodie to remember a boy named Trayvon who died. The protagonist knows that he can't waste time and is focused on his career. He doesn't always mean it when he says "I love you" and gets jealous when his partner goes out. He hides his love for smoking weed and likes to be with her as a team. He has been in trouble with the law and couldn't leave his house. He couldn't go to the store, so he lied and said he was in the studio. He has been feeling emotionless since high school and has a lot of money now. He has a lot of jewelry and Puma is giving him money, but he thinks it would be better to give that money to schools. He remembers being scared to meet his favorite rapper, Future. After listening to Future and another rapper, Drake, he started taking drugs. He appreciates them for their influence on him. He had a big opportunity because of Drake, but he was nervous because he was new to it. He idolizes Drake and his crew knows it. He thinks a lot of things became popular because of a rapper named Tekashi. He is loyal to his crew and doesn't like fake people. He likes to travel and listens to his favorite song called "DTB." He doesn't trust women, but he likes that his partner is like him. He doesn't love women and doesn't trust them. He remembers a time when they were together and misses the smell of her perfume. He talks about taking a pill casually and mentions wanting his friends to be free. He talks about his past and how he used to look poor, but now he looks successful. He is from New York and wears his shoe laces a certain way to show it. He grew up in a tough neighborhood and remembers a rapper named Big Pun. He feels like people want to harm him and he is okay with it. He also mentions that people want to have sex with his partner. Overall, he reflects on his life and feels alright about everything.
