Discover the story of the song > Chemical Counterpart – To Kill

The protagonist in these lyrics has been taking pills for a long time, but they want to change their ways. They are scared to stop taking the pills because they are used to feeling cold and numb, and they think the pills are the only thing that can make them feel better. However, they decide not to give up and choose to face their problems without the pills, even though it might be hard. They feel proud of themselves for being clean for five days and believe that they can find peace within their own mind without relying on the pills.