Discover the story of the song > Deathwish – Adam Jensen

The lyrics talk about the struggles and dark thoughts that the protagonist is experiencing. He feels like he should have died many times, but he is still alive. He fights against gravity and other things that could harm him. The things his partner says to him always stay in his mind. He feels like a loser and a mess, and he admits that he has a desire for death. He can no longer hide or fight this feeling. When he is with his partner, their kisses and touch feel painful to him. His thoughts won't leave his mind, and he feels like he will die alone. He acknowledges that he always makes the same mistakes and feels trapped in this fate. The protagonist realizes that he can't hide or fight his desire for death anymore.