Discover the story of the song > deathwish (feat nothing,nowhere) – Stand Atlantic

The protagonist is feeling trapped in a toxic relationship and is starting to believe that she has a desire for her own destruction. She is tired of the hurtful words and wants her partner to stop saying goodbye if he is going to stay. She feels like she can't win and is losing herself to this deathwish. She ends by saying that she will continue to endure until she is dead.