Discover the story of the song > Filthy Pride – Social Repose

The protagonist is expressing their intense obsession with their own pride, which is causing them to constantly repeat destructive patterns in their relationships. They feel a sense of desperation and dependence on their partner, unable to find happiness or peace without them. The protagonist acknowledges that their obsession with their partner is harmful, but they cannot escape the feeling that they would rather die than live without them. Ultimately, they realize that the rejection from their partner is what makes them feel truly alive.