The protagonist is missing his partner and feeling lost without her. He is going around the city, drinking and trying to find something to do to distract himself from her absence. He realizes that he has become addicted to touching her and her presence is now necessary for him. The protagonist talks about how he is going crazy without her, mixing smoke and alcohol while watching the sunrise. He mentions that he gave her everything but she left him alone. He used to treasure her but now she doesn't shine anymore. He also mentions that she doesn't respond to him anymore. The protagonist wants to see her even if it's just through a screen. He mentions pulling her hair and messing it up and then taking her to the beautician. He says that everything about her fits perfectly with him. He references their car and says that they are no longer suitable for expedition. He says that the sex with her is special and it's been a long time since he's had it. He mentions waiting to see her and says that it's worth it because he doesn't want to lose her. He also mentions being ready to impregnate her and mentions eating lights and all the couples. He is drinking whiskey and smoking. He mentions throwing away cell phones, being depressed, and looking for a girl that can fix his heart, but none of them compare to her. The protagonist repeats that he is going around the city drinking and looking for something to do without her. He says that he has become a user of her body and missing her has become his daily routine.