Discover the story of the song > I Ve Been Losing You 1991 Intro Edit – A Ha

The protagonist is expressing his realization that it wasn't the rain that caused the loss of color in his partner's eyes, or made no difference in their relationship. He acknowledges that he should have realized this before. The protagonist seems to be referring to a gun that he put down on the bedside table, suggesting that he contemplated ending his own life. The lyrics imply that the rain symbolizes sadness or pain, but the protagonist realizes that it wasn't the rain that caused the problems in their relationship.