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The protagonist had been feeling happy all year and hadn't taken any drugs before, but one night she went on a self-destructive rampage and took a lot of drugs and drank. When she woke up, she felt terrible with a headache and was coughing from smoking. She wished she could feel better and escape from her pain like her partner does with drugs. The protagonist feels like a coward for using drugs to cope with her negative thoughts and wants to forget everything.