The protagonist is feeling lost and confused. He asks himself why he keeps getting lost on his path and why he keeps crying after a long time. He reflects on the things he has done, stating that they were done by himself and the things he has taken, were taken by his own right. He mentions that the actions of his partner have been kind and he is grateful for them. He feels ashamed and bows down in front of her every time the sun's rays shine on her face. He admits that he is not a show-off and what he says in his songs is true. He talks about the pain in his poetry not being apparent yet and how he has been fighting with the world since childhood. He reassures that he is not a coward. He asks who he should fight with if his partner is not with him and how he should fight without her. He wonders what he should do now for the sake of her face. He says that he will keep running after her, even if she doesn't come or go. He talks about a dream he had in 2014, his room in 2018, and how he kept writing until 2019. He mentions his upcoming album in 2022. He talks about how he earned money from his work and how he didn't come the way people thought he would. He states that he used to be ignored by those he knew, but now they listen to him. He mentions that he used to consider himself as a 40 but now he doesn't even consider himself as part of the 36. He talks about how people don't focus on the truth and how even though they have seen it, they still don't believe it. He reflects on the time that has passed and wonders what he should do with his memories. In conclusion, the protagonist keeps questioning why he gets lost and why he cries, but he acknowledges his actions and expresses gratitude for his partner's kindness.
