Discover the story of the song > Malade – Alonzo

The protagonist of the song is feeling overwhelmed and isolated. They are going through a lot of difficult things and it's affecting their mental health. They feel like they are going crazy and talking to themselves in bed. People are talking about them behind their back, but they don't pay attention to it. They are focused on making money and taking care of themselves. They don't have time for friends and only trust their close brothers. Despite everything, they feel like they are not so different from others. They find it hard to disconnect from social media and people are trying to reach them, but they are not available at the moment. They have no friends, only close brothers, and they don't trust easily. The protagonist of the song feels like they are at war with themselves and others, and it's making them sick.