Discover the story of the song > Matte Black – $UICIDEBOY$

The song talks about the protagonist's struggles with substance abuse, mental health issues, and the pressure of fame. He mentions having panic attacks and constantly debating whether he should relapse. Despite this, he seems to be loyal to his partner and his crew, Grey*59, and talks about his love for them. The second verse is performed by Romeo da Black Rose, who talks about his own struggles with mental health and fame, and how he tries to be there for his family and avoid wasting his time.