Discover the story of the song > My Disease – Bullets and Octane

The protagonist wakes up and gets ready for the day, but he can't focus because his partner is looking at him in a certain way. He uses his disease as a way to cope and keep believing in himself. He doesn't want to fight or be in this state, but his disease is always there, even when he wakes up in the morning. It affects him even as he sleeps, and this feeling is killing him.