Discover the story of the song > Nolsey – sorority noise

The protagonist doesn't know much about the world but he always wears black and struggles to sleep. He wonders how his partner can handle things so well when he can't. They seem to be enemies, and he feels dark and empty. He dreams of being empty and wishes to be torn apart and made stronger. He knows his partner will never love him but he pretends anyway, and she's the reason he stays clean.