Discover the story of the song > Ruined – Adrianne Lenker

The protagonist is in love with someone who makes her feel weak and overwhelmed whenever they are around. She wishes she had the courage to talk to them, but instead, she just watches them from afar. The person she loves doesn't give her any answers or ask her to lie, but instead gives her a precious amethyst from their clothing while crying. They have shared intimate moments together, like being in a basement and watching a fern bend towards a window. The overwhelming emotions and constant presence of the person she loves have made her feel ruined and unable to get enough of them. These feelings are so strong that they consume her every hour of the day.