Discover the story of the song > Ruinedd – Adrianne Lenker

The protagonist is too afraid to reach out and call her partner. Every time she sees him, she just watches him pass by instead of waving. She wants more of him because she can't get enough. Whenever he comes around, she feels ruined because she can't resist him. He didn't give her an answer and didn't ask her to lie, but he did give her an amethyst from his jeweled vest when he cried. They shared a moment in the basement as they looked out the window and water soaked the pillow. The protagonist is constantly overwhelmed by her partner's presence and feels ruined every time he comes around.