Discover the story of the song > So Sick With It – Helvetia

The protagonist in these lyrics is reflecting on all the mistakes she has made and wondering why she still accepts and forgives herself. She admits to enjoying causing trouble and lying, but realizes that her actions always catch up to her. She also admits to being jealous and pushing her romantic partner away, even when he tries to be honest and open with her. She acknowledges that her behavior is unhealthy and a waste of time.