The protagonist is experiencing the smell of a midsummer night and compares it to the smell of paint. She feels that various romantic encounters are starting to happen on this night and wonders if she will be part of it. The smell also makes her aware of the dangers and problems that can arise. She tries to cool her head on the way home and wishes to live life more freely, celebrating and singing her own life. However, there are monsters who intimidate her and confuse her with a vague map. She feels lost, like a lost kitten. She realizes that she has become addicted to this situation and can't escape it. She decides to go down a path that she doesn't know if it leads to heaven or hell, but she wants to move forward and leave it all behind. She knows that it won't be easy, but she will continue to be drawn into it. She wonders if this is love, money, or just her life. She feels like she's being taken in and absorbed like a delicious candy. She feels a mixture of wonder and confusion, not knowing if she's a genius or the opposite. She knows that she might not find perfect answers, but she's determined to keep going. She hasn't betrayed love or herself, and she's standing here without any judgment. The smell of the midsummer night has lured her body and she hears someone saying "welcome". The smell of the midsummer night also makes her aware of various romantic encounters and she wonders if she will be part of it. She concludes by saying that she is one of them tonight.
