Discover the story of the song > Then Again – Court Yard Hounds

The protagonist is reflecting on their past relationship with their romantic partner. They talk about how their partner used to make fun of people and how they never really liked them but never spoke up. The protagonist also admits to not understanding themselves and being willing to sacrifice their own peace of mind for the sake of keeping the peace. They express difficulty in forgiving themselves and constantly putting themselves down. The protagonist concludes by acknowledging that they still don't understand themselves and continue to make choices that they know aren't good for their well-being. However, they also mention the small moments of self-doubt and insecurity that they experience on a daily basis. Overall, the protagonist is struggling with their self-identity and their ability to prioritize their own happiness.