The protagonist has been searching for something for a long time and finally found it. She always thought about it but never said it out loud. She believes that if her partner is by her side, she will become happy. When she held his hand tightly, something disappeared. She wonders when she will become an adult and if she will forget things once she finds the answers. She wants to stand there and laugh, as long as he is there. She wants to carve her strong steps and show him how she can dance. She wants to go crazy and fly, so that the challenges she faces can make her laugh. She believes that God always does unpredictable things. She wishes that she is him and he is her. The things she wished for are hidden somewhere. She wonders when she will become an adult, but she still can't find the right words. She always thinks about the future and the person she loves. She tried to find him in bed, but only found memories. She counted one, two, three, four until the night ended, dancing clumsily on the rooftop on a summer night with no one around. She thinks of that day and knows it is still here. She wants to stand there and laugh because the challenges are not over yet. She wants to carve her strong steps and show him how she can dance. She wants to go crazy and fly, so that the challenges she faces can make her laugh.