Discover the story of the song > To Learn – Leith Ross

The protagonist is admitting that she has been lying a lot and doesn't know what to lie about anymore. She has been holding onto things too tightly and losing because of it. She has played games where winning wasn't worth it and has been ashamed of how she has treated herself and others, but she is learning to give up and spare herself and others pain. Despite finding ugliness and shame when she faced the truth about herself, she also found something else. She is learning from her mistakes and trying to grow.