Discover the story of the song > Turning Out Pt Ii – Ajr

The protagonist admits that he doesn't feel special and thinks that his partner chose him because she saw something in him. He feels like he messed up everything and feels sad. His partner said she would love him no matter what and he wonders if that's what he loved about her. He made the choices that messed him up, but his partner is still kind to him. The protagonist thinks he wasn't actually in love with his partner, but loved the idea of her. He doesn't want to hurt her anymore and wishes it wasn't true. He didn't pay attention to his partner growing up and now he can't tell her the truth. The protagonist feels sorry because he knows that what he's saying will break her heart. He wonders if this is what life is all about - trying to love someone as they are. He doesn't love it at all.